Done is Better Than Perfect

The reality keeps growing. That I feel overwhelmed. I feel stupid. Useless. Inadequate. Incompetent. I feel like a complete failure. A failure in my work. In my finances. In my mind. In my emotions. With my parents. With my God. With men. With friends.  Disappointed with myself. Right now, I feel like a failure in [...]

Tears For Food, Sorrow For Water

If you want to know the true nature of a person, turn the heat up. Dr Neal Patterson Parental Discretion Advised. I've been in a funk. I don't know if anyone else has noticed. The reason for it, doesn't matter. Because dwelling on things I cannot change has proved superfluous. What matters more than anything, [...]

Once A Stripper, Always A Stripper

I was at class today and one of the girls was singing the theme song from the a certain movie. I remembered something my brother told me, the main actress from that movie used to be a porn star. Now I found that like just 2 minutes ago, that that isn't in fact true, but even though I [...]

The Quick Brown Fox

I want the answer. I want the answer to the why's. I want the answers to the how's. But it looks like I'm getting neither. There's a story about Israeli slaves kidnapped from their families forced to work in the rural turquoise mines between Egypt and Mount Sinai. The slaves were beaten and tortured and [...]

Rumour Has It

Okay I have the most delicious piece of news. Did you hear? Someone close to me did something scandalously juicy and now everything within me seems to brim over with the desire to spill the beans to a close friend on the person without stopping for a second to think that gossiping tears friendships apart. [...]