Why am I so discouraged?
Why am I so sad?
Yes. I’m afraid. What do You want from me?
I need a second to breathe. I’m coming around. What do You want from me?!
It’s not You. It’s me. I’m the freak.
So what do you want from me?!
I really shouldn’t be so disrespectful.
I want to say I’m sorry but it seems… empty.
My apologies are starting to lose their weight. And not to mention their meaning.
Truth be told I think I’m sorta pushing to see how much You really care to hold on.
By the way, thanks for loving me. You do it so perfectly.
I have a small request.
.Just please don’t give up on me. Not yet. You told me once I wasn’t beyond help. I’m hoping that’s still true now.
I will praise Him again,
My Saviour and My God.
Damn. Where’s the friggin’ turn in the road?
Thinking of: Chinese New Year firecrackers and Adam Lambert’s Wataya want from me
S U M I 