After I got called back for a second interview from the Hot-Interviewers Unanimous company, I started feeling this pang of sadness. I realised that if I got this job, I would be joining the RatRace, along with the other working rodents in the world. Afraid of losing my passion for having my own company, I started losing the desire to attain this job. However, I had already said ‘Yes’ to a second interview with them and didn’t really want to cancel.
So I thought of going for the interview anyway and telling them face-to-face that I didn’t want this job.
ORRRRR I could just make myself look really unemployable and not get hired. That way I don’t have to turn the hot interviewers down and I get to see them one last time before I go on my journey to Entrepreneurdom.
I ended up having lunch with them and being convinced to take them up on their offer. Damn blue-eyed french gods. Sigh. Good day today. But back to square one.
God, please let these confusing and uncertain times be part of your plan for me.
Now we see things imperfectly as in a cloudy mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.
1 Chorinthians 13:12
Thinking of: Bieber’s Pray, Enrique Iglesias’ Takin back my love, how I’m a little sick of this confusion and that smoking is looking twice as attractive today.